List!

So I'm going to take a page out of my friend Annie's book! She sometimes likes to make list when blogging, so I figured why not list the random thought in my head!!

1. I'm constantly have to remind myself that it IS October here in Texas not June. While I miss the smell of fall in St. Louis and the leaves and the cool breeze, I don't miss waking up to 30 degree weather!

2. I wish I wore socks today.

3. I still refuse to say ya'll!

4. I'd like to have as many kids as possible, then adopt.

5. Marriage is probably one of the hardest things I have ever gone through in my life, it's also the most rewarding.

6. I miss my nieces and nephews and hope that the smaller one recognize me when we go home for a visit.

7. Yes mister, I am married, happily married so would you kindly stop eye raping my from across the room?

8. I need a non mission trip vacation.

9. My birthday is tomorrow and I'm finding as I get older I care less about celebrating it.

10. I'm so proud of my husband!! Even though I don't tell him that and I guess I should.

Babies, Babies everywhere!

So it seems like everyone I know is with child! This whole "stages of life" is a strange thing to me. Not too long ago everyone was getting married, now they're all popping out kiddies. While I have a strong desire to have children, part of my is so selfish that I don't want to give up my freedom to do whatever, travel to wherever. I gave part of that up when I said I do, actually we both did, gladly. At this point, I'm torn, but I will have to quit wanting to plan this trip and that one and settled down in a sense. The hubby is more than ready! I find it so funny when it happens that way, I always thought I'd be ready first, but honestly I don't know that I really am.